Friday, July 24, 2009

My teacher loved this

We had a very interesting discussion about movies. My english prof actually could relate to many of my points in my essay(which is kinda short since it was meant to be like a journal entry)

I dont know if anyone else other than my teacher would agree with me regarding the state of movie viewers nowadays. Careful now, this short essay may offend the shallow of mind.

A few weeks ago, I was treated to a free movie ticket to go and watch “Transformers: Revenge of the Fallen”. I would not delve into a full movie review but instead summarize my feelings toward the movie in a single sentence. “It was the most overblown, over hyped and overwhelmingly disappointing film of the year”. Looking past all the glitz and glamour of the special effects, the eye candy actors and the insanely paced action, one would find one dimensional characters, a terribly simplistic story and more holes in the plot than a rifle range target board. It is all style and no substance, like a beautiful body without a soul. After throwing in a lot of sexual jokes and character portrayals that deviate far from the original source material, you then have one of the greatest insults to the well loved “Transformers” franchise. What surprised me was not the fact that I, as a long time Transformers fan, hated the Transformers movie, but it was that so many other people loved it.

Till this day, I do not understand why people love that movie. The fundamental “foundations” that would make a movie “good” was, is and always will be the story narrative, the characters, and the acting. Though “Transformers: Revenge of the Fallen” utterly failed in those three basic aspects of what makes a movie, so many people still consider this film one of the best to ever get churned out of Hollywood. I cannot understand what made locals so attracted to this movie. I voiced my views against it, and was immediately criticized for what I believed in. Apparently, watching a movie to analyze its story, find its underlying themes and appreciate the performance of the actors are no longer valid reasons to watch a movie. I was lambasted for “reading too much into it” and for being “overly critical”. It is not my fault that people let special effects and explosions cloud their memory to a point that they refuse to acknowledge the flaws of the film. But to equate how good a film is to how much the budget was or how much screen time Megan Fox had completely flies in the face of what movie appreciation is all about.

People like me, who pay up to ten dollars to fully analyze and experience the entirety of what makes a good movie, are apparently a dying breed. The common movie buff nowadays just watches a blockbuster movie for “hot” actors, special effects and action, like a bunch of monkeys staring in awe at a burning tree and going “wow”. Hardly anybody seems interested in the “soul” of a movie anymore, only the superficial aspects of its body. Story, characters and themes have now given way to pomp, spectacle and shallow excuses for a narrative in what makes a good viewing experience and a well spent ten dollars. What irks me most is that movies like Transformers are such a success at the box office that other movie producers may choose to make more of such “big but brainless” movies. Could that be a sign that local movie watchers’ tastes are becoming more superficial with each passing day?

No longer are conversations among movie buffs peppered with critical analysis and insights into the spirit of a film. Instead, all that matters nowadays is how “cool” the film was. Thankfully, many movie watchers of other countries still adhere to their beliefs about what distinguishes a good movie from a total waste of money. But locally, with critical analysis of movies being frowned upon even in conversations among friends, the future of the casual movie critic is dark one.

Friday, July 17, 2009

Lucky Star

No not the anime dammit.

Looking back, i see the blessings i've been given.
Good friends, close friends.
My concern now is maintaining those friendships


There is a door, locked
And i do not know the password.
may i have a clue? Is it "please", or is it "sorry"?
may i be granted just a glimpse pass that rusty keyhole?
Or am i being screen, filtered through a list of pre-set criteria
is the door "access via special invitation only"?
If so, i will earn that invitation.
It is not curiosity that drives my desire to look past that door.
It is concern.
Am i wrong to feel concern? Are feelings a weakness?


Term is ending. Exams are nearing.
Why has this blog become so............one sided as of late?
Dammit. After my exams i need a nice long rant here.

Monday, July 13, 2009

something is wrong.


Why can't I talk like how i always talk?
Because no one wants to see what i see
Why can't I say what i want to say?
Because no one may agree with me
Why can't I smile like how i used to smile?
Because I can't seem to make you smile
Why then, will you not smile?

I do not slouch
I bend over to clearly listen to your every word
I do not keep silent due to lack of understanding
I just do not wish to interrupt you

Why is it getting harder to talk?
Drifting apart. Divided now. Classes in a mess. Left behind. Left 4 dead.

Your smile hides something, so does mine.
How can i know what lies behind that smile?
How can i tell you that my smile hides fear?
How can i make you smile, really smile?

I am afraid.
I am afraid of what may come, of how the waves might drift us further apart.
I am scared
I am scared of what lies in the deepest recesses of my mind.
I am terrified
I am terrified of being left behind.

Hello, anybody? Please...........don't leave me behind.........I am scared.





Saturday, July 11, 2009

the biggest Fiasco

2 nights ago.

New semester course pre-registration.

I CANNOT BELIEVE I HAVE TO GO THROUGH THAT EVERY END OF SEMESTER.

I didnt get the combination i wanted, or even needed.
Yes in my case, it is a need since due to my timetable and time allocation of courses.

Everything was so frantic. The entire registration exercise was a complete fiasco from the start. Why couldnt they just group us according to out Majors into the various classes????!!?!?

From what i can figure, only one of my friends managed to get the combination of choice.

Oh well, i still got this wednesday. Have to pray hard.

(very short, yes i know. I've been writing on ppl's blogs for so long, im tired. hahahah)