No not the anime dammit.
Looking back, i see the blessings i've been given.
Good friends, close friends.
My concern now is maintaining those friendships
There is a door, locked
And i do not know the password.
may i have a clue? Is it "please", or is it "sorry"?
may i be granted just a glimpse pass that rusty keyhole?
Or am i being screen, filtered through a list of pre-set criteria
is the door "access via special invitation only"?
If so, i will earn that invitation.
It is not curiosity that drives my desire to look past that door.
It is concern.
Am i wrong to feel concern? Are feelings a weakness?
Term is ending. Exams are nearing.
Why has this blog become so............one sided as of late?
Dammit. After my exams i need a nice long rant here.
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6 years ago
Screening? Thats nuts man. Are you to change your personality because someone else wants you to? Because someone else likes to have 'you' their way?? You ain't burger king dude.
ReplyDeleteAnyway, emotions are supposed to motivate you. They are actually logic, so deeply embedded into our psyches through millenia of evolution and natural selection that they are evoked naturally rather than cognitively. You don't want to start thinking about how to run every time you see a truck heading your direction, fear sets in and keeps you alive. So please don't despise emotion.
And the balanced man knows the art of manipulating his emotions and his logic so that the full integration of both brings out the best correspondence of truth. You are balanced, remember?
Be yourself and fight man. People come and go, but friends stick together and stay alive. Those that wouldn't or couldn't will filter themselves out. Idealistic difference? Big deal. The world revolves around nobody anyway- so integration is key. That is what love is anyway right? Union of two differing personalities. Union of two differing sets of ideals.
There are kids out there that need you help man. Now go forth and bring that blessing that has been bestowed to you to others.