something is wrong.

Why can't I talk like how i always talk?
Because no one wants to see what i see
Why can't I say what i want to say?
Because no one may agree with me
Why can't I smile like how i used to smile?
Because I can't seem to make you smile
Why then, will you not smile?

I do not slouch
I bend over to clearly listen to your every word
I do not keep silent due to lack of understanding
I just do not wish to interrupt you

Why is it getting harder to talk?
Drifting apart. Divided now. Classes in a mess. Left behind. Left 4 dead.

Your smile hides something, so does mine.
How can i know what lies behind that smile?
How can i tell you that my smile hides fear?
How can i make you smile, really smile?

I am afraid.
I am afraid of what may come, of how the waves might drift us further apart.
I am scared
I am scared of what lies in the deepest recesses of my mind.
I am terrified
I am terrified of being left behind.

Hello, anybody? Please...........don't leave me behind.........I am scared.